and then it all turned to SHIT

I haven't written in a while cause Ive been unsure with where we are really.   Peanut is not doing very well at either school at them moment I feel like we have taken a step 12 months backwards  and to be honest its breaking my heart.  We have an IEP  type meeting next thursday but Im really very nervous about it.

Peanut is running circles around his MS school and pretty much not doing anything he is asked this is spilling over into EI  and  really its just a big explosion  too many Eas, too many teachers coming and going  its all just too much for him and me  and of corse that has an effect on Shrimples.  I just want him to Snap out of it and be the little boy he was 12 weeks ago  !! where is he gone he is making noise constantly having meltdowns  no complience and  is in his own little world 95% of the time its heart wrenching.  I know this is part fo the whole AUTISM  thing but really  please little man just come back to us.  I have never seen him this bad.

 Im trying to think positivity and there has been some okay things in his communication book  participation is music and sport and walking nicely in line  but he is also Pushing, kicking and refusing to share with kids  ( which is unlike him the violent side I mean). and today he even wet himself in the playground.
 The school has no visuals in place and way to many people  he is upset by noise and  the Sub EA has not been seen in a while the teacher has taken 4 days out of the 9 he has been there off and he has had a different teacher every time the only constant person is the class EA whom seems lovely but completely overwhelmed .. ITS NOT WORKING FOR ANYONE !!!



I found this  on Facebook today and thought it very fitting to my mood